All We
By Anita Leigh Holladay
Hands converge
towards top
of clock on kitchen wall. Beneath,
table full of dips, smoked salmon,
Hands converge
towards top
of clock on kitchen wall. Beneath,
table full of dips, smoked salmon,
Push back the chrome dinette.
Slow dance on my linoleum
(clock radio knows the hits).
Tonight we cookin’.
This the
Flat-ass truth. Cruisin’ down
Flatbush when Boom!
Flat tire. Gets out, hears music—third-floor
Mother’s violin waits in the attic,
wondering if it remembers how to sing.
Father’s songs (It meant he was happy)
hang in the air.
If I could say where I had been today,
describe a room holding its breath behind drawn, faded drapes,
hoarding its hope against the cruel demands of light.
If I could name the pleasantries punctiliously observed,