For Dana Mullan
We who live in this country
never become inured from grief.
Each time one falters it is the same:
the raw incomprehension
that this beloved could fade, or fail.
We who live in this country
never become inured from grief.
Each time one falters it is the same:
the raw incomprehension
that this beloved could fade, or fail.
He fed me
the root of a licorice fern,
sheep sorrel, a soup
made from stinging nettles.
“If net worth is negative,
enter zero.”
My daughter peers over my shoulder,
knows the weight of what can’t
Buzzing bumble bee,
warrior-bard seeks pollen gold
there on Meadow Sea.
Clever sleep, hiding under my pillow, under the bed
I turn and toss, plowing the sheets, turning over the turf
of the day while pocketing seeds that resemble slumber
like words and thoughts for a poem to sow through
A couple of blown-out motorcycle guys:
Paunches leading,
Park their Harleys,
Slouch.
On days when rain
sews earth to sky
I stand at my window
and watch it fall sodden
leaden to the ground.
I stand in the evening wind
Just outside my barn,
On four boards facing west
By rose bushes piled high, almost in bloom,
I can no longer
tread, tremor, tease
float
naked in this moat
our prayer flags…
are trampled, torn
and wire wrapped
our cairns…
lean left and tumble